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PLZ.

I heart those emo boys

the beating stops and my body drops for you
so close your eyes and forget me all in a day

I will lie awake
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer,
but my door is always unlocked. ♥

promise you`ll never forqet me. </3   Like a bad star I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows What it is to burn...

and i hope you enjoy this new life you lead,
the life that doesn't include me.

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
I need you to be with me
Dreams can only help me for so long.
And I will wait my life. I promise to do it right,
For just this moment to be alone with you.

You'll forget the boy you left behind and forget you ever made him cry. You won't care you lost your biggest fan..

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Hello, i love you will you tell me your name? Hello, i'm good for nothing - will you love me just the same?

YOU AND ME, YOU KNOW WE WERE ALL WAYS FUNNY IN THAT CAR CRASH SORTA WAY

the truth
is that you could slit my throat
and with my one last, gasping breath
i would apologize for bleeding on your shirt
and i only want to know one thing
will i be something you'll be missing?

» you don't do it on purpose.. but, you make me shake

oh baby won't you cry?you cut yourself so let me see you bleed. oh baby won't you cry? cry for all the things you'll never be

You told me you can't wait to see me and then you didn't bother to even show up.
This whole situation is incredibly typical, I should have seen it all along

im thinkin about quittin  i dont really have much spare time and not many people comment...:\ idk tho mayb u guys can change my mind if u want me to stay. i shall think about it

comment if uwant me to stay

SO YEAH COMMENT ME PLEASE . lots plz!

friday was my 15th bithday yay.

I’m in a car underwater with time to kill
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this:
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me.
What hurts more is I would still die for you

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had

I can’t control my instincts, why can’t I be happy just to call you a friend. 
I thought things could be different, maybe I could do some good,

Here's a letter i'm writing to you,
of all the things I never could have said
It's the letter you're burning from me,
of all the things you never wanted to hear.
I don't know what i'm trying to say.

I keep your picture as a reminder, of what I wish I wasnt

You don't deserve to be lonely But those drugs you got won't make you feel better Pretty soon you'll find it's the only Little part of your life you're keeping together

You're wonderful, when it's beautiful
But I'm already somebody's baby
And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too
Well, I'm already somebody's baby

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show

The pain is real even if

nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me©

you're additcted to the drug of lust

©©©

For once in my life, I'm at a loss of words*
The truth of the matter is
Being with you was the only time
I have ever been happy
<3

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And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know

 your my good feeling.

so let's take a drink and think
here's to the past
it's so funny how life burns out so fast
it's just another wasted day
a boring life in a boring town.

Simply put I'm satisfied
just to hear you speak
and holding on to what you said
last time here with me
I remember listening to passing cars
on our backs staring at the stars
I survive by these memories
these memories of you.

So tick tock 'bout time for the pain come in
When you said we'd all be friends in the end
I hope you'll find what you need
'cause I won't be those things in your magazine

The glass is still stained in my bedroom
where you wrote "I Love You" with your lipstick
and once again i'm left here fighting tears away

Drive yourself insane tonight
its not that far away
and I just filled up your tank earlier today

It's time to go home now
And I"ve got an aching head
So I give ehr the car keys
And she helps me to bed
And then I tell her as I turn out the light
I say my darling,
You are wonderful tonight.

I miss the way that you smiled
I hate it when you cried
When we said goodbye

Remember when we said we'd never part
No purple tears and break each other's heart
Now I'm the fool for trusting this far
'cause now you are my favorite scar

& won't you think i'm pretty
when i'm standing top the bright-lit city?
i'll take your hand & pick you up
& keep you there to so you can see
as long as you're alive and care
i promise i will take you there
& we'll drink & dance the night away

Note to self; I miss you terribly,

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,

It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.

                   Every word that I said *
                 What   a   big  mistake
                And the ones you left out
                 Are keeping me a.w.a.k.e

                              ©©

And if I die in my sleep,
are you still willing to be
everything
you promised you would be?

And we are never leaving, this place is part of us. And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch.

and when it all goes to hell,
will you be able to tell me sorry with a straight face
--falloutboy

Hold me close as
we dance one last time.

And I said  I've gotta be honest

I've been waiting for you all my life. <3

--i will update a little more later.--

only 1 comment on my last entry?

come on guys!

if i get 20 comments or close to it ill give u guys 50 quotes or more